9:53 PM | Thursday, August 13, 2009
time to start.
well,ptc was standard. lol. but i guess it's time to start serious studying already.
i have played so long already,it's really time i thinked hard and not give up on questions so easily.
i know it might sound funny that it is coming out from my mouth,but i am really freaking serious this time.
i can't break anymore this kind of promises to myself anymore.
no point writing in another post about this kind of stuffs. O's is like 2 months plus plus away.
if i am still going to play anymore,i think i can prepare to retake it next year.
i don't like setting targets for myself,but know i have to. which i hope will be a good improvement.
and i am giving up almost everything now. of course not friends,and stuffs lah.
prelims are very close now,i might not get what i will achieve during prelims. but i want to improve.
i hope i will get no F9s or E8s. C6 would be preferred. i think i will blog lesser to study.
i hope i won't fail myself,parents,teachers,friends this time round.
i am just changing for the better.